::HaTe BeTrAyEr::

2010-01-27T23:09:00.000+08:00

change of blog~~
http://manda-tingz.livejournal.com/

2010-01-25T00:37:00.003+08:00

SERIOUSLY!!!

i think i lost my new ring~~
please, daddy. dont think that there is nothing in the plastic bag & throw my new ring away.
it is still brand new. never worn before.

2010-01-24T03:11:00.003+08:00

made plenty of changes to sleeping room, of course done solely by dad!!
painting of the walls, new wardrobe, new tv, new dvd player
but seriously all these belong to sis's room
the brand new wardrobe does not even belong to me!! or part of mine.

anyway, it's gonna be new year again~
and it's time to get fatter, dislike that thought!! but i like the thought of getting money~~~
hearing the sound of it getting nearer~~ ching ching~~
hahaha, ok back to normal.

school work is SERIOUSLY lagging behind.
stop being lazy amanda~~
do drawing, no matter how much you dislike it!!
and and and I HATE STILL LIFE!!
& it is DEAD SERIOUS.

2010-01-22T03:01:00.002+08:00

"I can even imagine your tone of scolding me idiot out"

one of the best sentence i said to michy lee.
(:

2010-01-16T00:33:00.001+08:00

just look at how retard the 2 of us can be, instead of doing proper work.
here we are webcam-ing.

2010-01-12T00:44:00.002+08:00

first day of school was great except for lecture.
after going in for 30mins, my eyelids simply just cover down. and seriously i tried to open them but is totally uselesssssss.
anyway, food around school is always GREAT.
misses hotspot, kopitiam, thai food and blah blah blah blah blah.
saw many many classmate and i misses them plenty plenty.

anyway i still get to meet up with michy lee, ct & cm.
it seems like it became something that we do every other day.
hahahaha, pulled them out but i left after 2 hours.
kinda mean~~~

it seems really unrealistic by going back school.
studio is really really really empty & no one is inside making it looking even more bare.
the only thing which make me feel realistic is the studio~~
hope it gonna be better tomorrow~~

2010-01-10T03:10:00.000+08:00

what kind of feeling is this?
urgh!!!!
&^%$!#@$(&%^$!#@$%%^&*(
just feeling like scolding non-stop!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-06T03:53:00.002+08:00

another crazy midnight with michy leeeeee.
onkey~~
hahaha. handsome~~~

2010-01-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

just because of michy lee,
i shall put more of their pictures!

2010-01-04T04:52:00.002+08:00

just feel like posting them, onew key

1.5 hour.
a long enough conver.
circling about the same thing, rants.

what a good midnight talk.

2010-01-01T02:19:00.003+08:00

mich's narsha

seriously those were edited by michy lee, thanks for the name

alright i shall just blog since mich told me to, i dont wan to listen to all her naggy old lady voice.
hahaha,
anyway i finally ended my work and i can take a week break before sch starts.
no more safety boots, no more safety helmet and the stupid damn bright orange vest.

i think holiday are fatal, it cause me to be too addicted to Kpop.
and i totally spend my whole holiday doing nothing except for watching vids and going out.
and those pathetic few days of work.

i am totally insane right now, someone stop me and pull me back to the right track.
I JUST CANT WAIT FOR MY PAY TO COME~~~~
money, shopping, bag, clothes, shoes~~~

and MICHELLE LEE, & everyone
HAPPPPPYYYYY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!
(:

2009-12-09T03:44:00.000+08:00

somehow, something just became weird.

2009-12-08T00:37:00.002+08:00

secret, seems to be part of everyone. it is something that i within us.
not trying to be random, but just saw a vid from nise blog about SECRET.

meaningful.

2009-12-04T01:21:00.002+08:00

Amanda Lee Xue Ting is now officially a girl with short hair!
hahaha just cut a hair which i above collar, first time cutting this short.

ok, shall take a photo some other day!!!!
BAKING TML AT NISE HOUSE~~~
and movie movie movie after that!!
cant wait for tml~
and sat sat sat, flea market!!!!! & art market!!!!!!

2009-12-01T18:56:00.002+08:00

hey ya!!!!
enjoying my holiday right now~~
though didnt do much shopping, walking around & watching movie is good enough!
almost spending everyday outside recently with friends doing WINDOW SHOPPING.
sound kinda sad, too much things to buy, too little money.

can't wait to go Books Actually!!!
it look like a super super super nice place!!!
if dont go out, i think this holiday gonna be a bore.
hahahahaha, though i am supposing to be doing some holiday project right now!!
lazy me~~

i realise all the photos are with nise. NISEEEEEEEE~~~

2009-11-29T22:18:00.002+08:00

happy happy happy manda!!!
cause she got a new phone!!!
whats more is that. SHE GOT A BLACKBERRY phone!!!!!!!!!!
ok i kinda crazy now!

went to art fair just now & the painting is like AMAZING!
really wanna paint but just like what rong rong said! just wanna rest around!
ok anyway, after that went off with niseeeeeee,ronggggg, gwen, nana & din to simpang for a early early dinner.
& i had my second dinner with cm, mich, ct, zhengyuan & laopei!
crazy me for having dinner twice though i ate very little for the second round.

MOVIE TML~~~
case 39, heard is a horror, but still i will go watch it!
no matter what, i must watch a movie! i miss watching movie!!
anyone want to watch movie just tell me ok! i am super please to watch any movie! other than those that i think is not worth it!

seriously, i think i got affected by nise, my post are getting longer and longer & become my planner!
i know nise wont get to see this though!!
but niseeeee, you affect me!!!!!! a lot a lottttttttttt in a good way!!!!!!!

2009-11-26T12:09:00.002+08:00

went for pot luck with classmates & it came out to be a cake party.
all we ate was sweet stuff.
cookie,brownie,cheesecake,pancake+maplesyrup,B&Jice-cream.
all these sweet things just simply add up to getting sick.
the only main course was SPAGHETTI with MEATBALL.

hahahaha. and all we do was watching movie and tada!!!!
it's 9 and time to go home after all the dessert.
and everyone is craving for FRIED CHICKEN!!!!

and the last movie we watched was actually MULAN.
disney channel's mulan
how stupid can it be. everyone from age 18-26 is watching a children's movie

just by sitting there and watch movie is tiring enough.
am i getting too lazy until even by having movie marathon is bad enough and start causing me to feel tired.
feeling so useless.
did nothing productive and yet feeling so tired.

the only productive i done for now is that: baking brownies.
& is great that people liked it. although not very successful and it look kinda ugly!
it's time to start on the project, before i get really rusting and cannot paint at all!!!

2009-11-23T21:52:00.002+08:00

so tired after baking~~~
tired tired tired, and today is the worst brownie and muffin baked.
they all taste kinda weird.

anyway, the main purpose is to GATHER TOGETHER.
hahahahaha, miss this kind of feeling that all of us seeing each other everyday.
i really really really really WANNA GO SHOPPING RIGHT NOW!!
&&& i MEAN IT NOW!!
many many many things are needed! CLOTHES, SHOES, BAG, WATCHES and many many!!

oh ya oh ya, i bought a beanie yesterday!
and a storybook, as usual.
that is all that i got, kinda poor things considering that stayed at vivo for so long.

someone kindly tell me
what should i do, other than working, during this holiday?
do not want to just rot off my whole holiday doing nothing constructive & just waste time only.

2009-11-21T02:35:00.002+08:00

didnt really get any rest up till today since assessment.
and it is really really torturing jsut by staying home and do nothing at all.
will i start growing mushrooms on my head?
it is just getting worse and worse.

how i wish i can go backpacking for a week so.
just take a break, walk around, look at somewhere other than where i always see.
maybe breathe in what fresh air are really meant as.

spending all the time infront of a computer is it a waste of time?
shouldn't i be doing something more constructive?

2009-11-13T00:02:00.002+08:00

finally moved out of studio & everything is great mess.
a lot a lot & a lot of stuff need to bring home.
and whats more? my painting not really all done yet.
HOW HOW HOW HOW!!!
i am simply just too slow in doing work.
amanda, must dowork in ultraspeed!!! cannot stop, just keep working non-stop,
NO DISTRACTION, NO LAZY, NO MORE THINKING OF EATING, RESTING & whatever BULLSHIT!!

COUNTING DOWN TO MY REST DAYS.....
4 days!!

2009-11-11T01:18:00.001+08:00

urgh!!!
all the stupid post-modernism, modernism, architecture, difference between them, all still freaking stuck in my brain.
stop thinking of theory!!!
they are bad for brain cells!!!!
think of painting, think of technical wise, think of self pin up, think of inside, think of miniature!!!!!!
&&& STOP THINKING OF WORDS WORDS WORDS WORDS & WORDS!!!

brain is taking a lot of pressure now!!

2009-11-11T01:00:00.002+08:00

feeling like azombie for staying up the whole night not sleeping at all & keep doing work & of course crapping too!!!
anyway, assessment is really really really, I EMPHASIS, is realllllllyyyyyy NEAR!!!!!
& most importantly, i have not finish work yet!!!
this is the damn freaking stress time which i dont know wat to do and how to de-stress.
all i can do is to keep working and working like some crazy woman.

holiday is coming!!
& i cant wait for it as well as doesnt want it to come so fast and last so long.
what a contradicting life.

2009-11-09T10:31:00.000+08:00

fk that, in a ultra bad mood after an hour of sleep.
damnit!!!!

2009-11-01T10:44:00.003+08:00

tired and exhausted.
i hope for the holiday to come faster, yet i hope that there is more time for school work.
every morning is just like having war with my body.
i have to force myself to wake up and go to school.

this tired body of mine have to take a long long rest.
work must be done soon.
or rather should i say in 1 and a half week time.
come on, i dont wanna die so soon.
quick amanda!! do your work faster.

bad habit, talking to self.

2009-10-26T23:06:00.001+08:00

slept for 2 beloved hours and woke up to sch.
thought that i gonna stone there for the whole day.
but surprisingly, i actually is quite productive today.

although spent the whole night doing sketchbook & stupid lect didn't see it,
at least i can wake up very on time & go to sch. :)))))))

there are more to be done and i am not gonna allow myself to sleep!!
WORK AMANDA, WORK!!!
NO TIME TO SLACK OFF, ONLY LEFT WITH 2 WEEKS.
is about time not to sleep anymore.
just keep working :)

i believe i can pass!!

2009-10-24T23:58:00.002+08:00

how fucked up can it be?
nothing is right now.
just wanna lead a simple and easy life, but it seems to be the opposite right now.
what can i do?

the lack of sleep, the tons of homework & the tiring lifestyle that i have is killing me right now.
who can i blame for taking fine arts.
the amount homework that i had is something that can't be imagine.
it's my choice
& is my fault.
it may seems that i am always alright but who knows what is going on. i may be easy-going but sensitive is the real me.
just don't wanna talk at all.
quiet.
it maybe the best solution to all.

2009-10-24T02:15:00.002+08:00

feeling so weird recently.
i dont know why & i dont wan to know the answer at all.
just let it be, maybe it's just me being sensitive.

just wanna use all the time i had to keep painting.
& finish up all my work.
buck up!! GO TO SCH AT 9!!
stop being late!!

2009-10-23T11:12:00.001+08:00

damn tired for coming sch so early. & i am alone.
lonely, & hungry.
where are all of you?
nise? rong? joel?

quick quick come to school.

2009-10-22T01:12:00.002+08:00

feeling damn fked up recently.
all the work and shit. & i freakng left 3 weeks to complete 2 projects!!
idiot!!

during the freaking opening,
some cheapo performing arts people came and ate our food.
eating is alright, but eat and not going into the exhibition is the crucial thing.
we did not buy the food for all of you all to eat it.
is for the people who wanna go into the exhibition and eat it.
BASTARDS!!!!!

school work are causing me to feel so fked up,
some fking woman in the train is critising my legs.
and thinks that her legs look so wonderful
come on, her legs weren't thin and tone alright!!
so shut the fk up man.

my mood had already reach till the bottom.
no other mood is as bad as now.

what kind of day can be as bad as today.
i realise fker are everywhere!! bitch!

2009-10-18T13:15:00.002+08:00

life is such a bore.
repeating everything everyday~~
work work work.
tons had been piled up & i need to work faster.

due date for drawing, presentation & assesment all coming up.
& even worse there is still exam for elective.
OMG, feel like just killing myself and bang the wall!!!!
someone kind just kill me now!!

2009-10-11T01:46:00.002+08:00

tired tired tired~~~
really really wanna just laze around. but but but, NO NO NO!!
i must stop thinking that way!!
i must have gone crazy today, keep contradicting myself.

my pathetic 1/8 done of painting~ so lazy.

looking damn shag in every photos~~

2009-10-10T02:47:00.002+08:00

OMG, i am laughing too much today.
totally cant sleep at all.
&& i am getting really really hungry man!
I NEED FOOD RIGHT NOW!!!

& assesement is in 5 weeks time.
plenty of work haven't done yet & i am so tired.
work are piling up!!!

2009-10-08T01:01:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERON!!!!!!

It's VERON'S birthday today!!! or should i say yesterday.
anyway, it her birthday. went off eating STEAMBOAT, really really really nice & full.
not only that. all of us surprise her with a cake!
and she seriously didnt notice or even suspect at all.
alright alright kinda lazy to type anythign down already.

&&& oh ya before i forgot, i also met cm, leon and 2 of ming's classmate!!
and we roam at clarke quay FOR NOTHING.
hahaa, but still we did sit down. that's great.

2009-09-30T07:47:00.001+08:00

why why why!!!!!!
why did i played left4dead yesterday!!!
did do any work at all. really really lazy. damnit.
i got repay it today!!!
DO WORK AMANDA, YOU ARE FALLING BEHIND!!!!

2009-09-29T01:17:00.005+08:00

some pics from studio.
to prevent my poor blog from looking dead.
lazy me, so not in order~
some of the people in studio~~~~~~~~
enjoy peeps!

shag look from joel

sretching canvas

(: promote this please!!

gila cindy

firece hedda & a hiding mingrong

opps! hahah.

zoey's pics

my & zoey's wifey

evil cindy

stupid me

crazy them

cute vs cool?

meng

my messy table

tall zoey vs short alexis

the day we broke our vegetarian

greedy zoey & her pizza

2009-09-26T23:32:00.002+08:00

i am feeling so empty right now.
&&& i am missing the studio right now. and i really mean it!!!! STUDIO~

left studio really early today.
and studio is always in my brain, it became a habit of mine right now.
and i left everything in studio, including my cables for the camera and MP3
pathetically, i cannot charge or upload any photos.

should i should i?
should i go back to school tml.
i am so empty without studio, & i am so lazy at home.

2009-09-25T00:02:00.002+08:00

I AM SO FREAKING PRUOD OF MYSELF!!!!!!!!

i acutally MADE my own canvas!!!
yeah, and it is freaking hard work man!!!
canvas maker are really GOOD~~

yesterday, is a freaking day~
i saw a bird head got crash and the brain got burst off, in morning 10 am
and at 12 midnight, i acutally saw a accident.
wat a weird day huh.

haha, and i just became gossip girlllll~~
that's bad right?
so in love with the studio that i dont wanna leave at all.
painting~~~

2009-09-19T01:49:00.002+08:00

OMG, i finally finished the 1000 word essay x2!!
is like super high super happy, totally don't wanna leave the studio.
and all i wanna do is to celebrate!!!!
RESTING IS SUPER FREAKING IMPORTANT NOW.

and and and, i am going back to painting again.
yeah, suddenly i think that i am so attached to my beloved brushes and paint!

& before i forgot,
i have a new desktop. isn't it great. yeah!!!
(:

plus, my 1 week break is gonna be burn with my second project.
congrats me, people!!

2009-09-17T03:51:00.001+08:00

I am totally going crazy just because of ESSAY.
they are FATAL!!!!
they are like gonna kill me.

it like freaking gonna be 4 and i have lesson at 9.
yet i have not sleep all beacuse of the freaking ESSAY that we need to do.

ESSAYS are so SUCKY!!!!!!!!

2009-09-10T20:41:00.001+08:00

suddenly i had the thought that,

my painting is really bad.
isn't it?

2009-09-09T23:41:00.003+08:00

freaking messy studio space.

i am seriously enjoying school except for the essay.
project is GREAT & i kinda enjoying them.
essay is really a disaster!!

am i getting fatter or something?
having super heavy dinner every night, all the thai food, curry fish head and the laksa.
my amazing and strong stomach.

anyway, all i hope is my essay to go freaking well & just pass.
why is sian jay just completely like a walking history encyclopedia!!!!
i hate that.

2009-09-08T12:23:00.001+08:00

enough of the 50 hands
&
JANG JANG!!!!!

here comes the 50 FEETS.
and weekends gonna be burn off AGAIN.

how am i gonna draw feets?

2009-09-06T12:04:00.002+08:00

Amanda is a freaking weakling!!!

and another thing, i dislike drawing 50 hands

2009-09-05T13:17:00.002+08:00

school great except for the work.
why cant there be a hostel just next to school & i will rent there to stay.
hate travelling home.
it tires me more than anything else.

movie movie movie~~
i misses movie the most. i wanna watch movie!!

ok, i am kinda random , typing all these in school.
anyway, coming back to school tml.
wish me luck people!

2009-09-04T09:11:00.002+08:00

feeling freaking tired.
energy is almost drain yet work aren't done.
or should i say that they aren't even 25% done.
staying in school for almost 13 hrs for days, wishing that we can stay over in school.
travelling home is such a waste of time.

someone, anyone that can help me?
feeling so helpless with all the work that i have.
there is no such thing called weekends or resting in m dictionary.
time is just too precious to me.

2009-08-16T12:55:00.001+08:00

ok, i am seriously voiceless now!!
and the doctor ask me try not to talk for the following days.
or else this freaking hoarse voice will be permanent!!!!!
NONONONONO i don't want it at all!!!!!

and i am force to talk 2 days MC.
i wan go school. i wan do my work!!!!!
PROJECT...........

2009-08-11T12:13:00.003+08:00

Sunday
celebrated little russell birthday on national day.
great day with great food cooked by aunt and uncle.
anyway just had fun with them.
been quite some time since we had a gathering.

Monday
WWW.
freaking tired & cold in the morning.
had fondue for dinner & i cut my hair.
although it still look so weird!!!

2009-08-07T18:23:00.002+08:00

school started and everything went quite well.
except for the extreme headache.

projects are coming up and plenty of stuff needed to be bought.
at least there are some more holidays.
anyway, i wan take ink painting for elective!!!! no to ceremic. or maybe just take both!!!
i wan INK PAINTING.

it is great to be back school.

2009-07-30T16:24:00.002+08:00

goodie goodie goodie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm in the same class as MINGRONG!!!!!!!!
yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but the timetable isn't that good afterall.
anyway the only only only only great thing abt it is that

FRIDAY NO LESSON!!!!!

waiting time kills...

2009-07-29T12:31:00.002+08:00

lesson is starting in a few days time and most importantly i still dont know that i'm in what class.
how pathetic eh.
anyway, the timetable is EXTREMELY bad!!!!!
no matter in which class, the timetable is still equally bad!!!!

cant believe my holiday is ending already!
i'm still in my holiday mood.
HOLIDAY~~~

2009-07-14T12:19:00.003+08:00

been back from taiwan for days. in fact is almost for a week.
all i can say is i seems to overspend haha.
came back and realise how poor i am now.
great trip and i GREW FATTER!!!!

ok, i am super lazy to post pics so i just randomly pick the few pathetic photos and post them here.
the rest look into facebook. (:

2009-06-26T18:11:00.002+08:00

ok i know is kinda random.
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but i wanna say jonas brother is so cute. haha (:

esp, JOE JONAS.
ok, i'm kinda crazy now!!

2009-06-21T23:57:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!

weren't in order, plain lazy.

dearest sister, van van

the cake that look like it's gonna be burned up.

celebrated birthday with a whole group of friends.
was meant to be a surprise but it ended up failed.
hahaha.
they planned well & everything even plan it together with my family.
but still i saw one of them at the void deck. hahaha.

anyway, had a great night.
thanks for planning & cheating me.
(:

2009-06-18T01:04:00.000+08:00

this is it, eh?
(:

2009-06-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

i REALLY REALLY REALLY wan to eat MACDONALD!!!!!

2009-06-16T12:58:00.007+08:00

Had an early celebration with cuzzie!!
watched terminator, it was ok, overall is a guys show. not really so into it.
another things was the loud sound effect. got shocked by it. haha sound dumb.
and the ending wasn't that good, that person died.

anyway, they bought me a new bag. haha.
really happy with the new bag.

we all went home rather early due to the (baby) Marcus making all the noise.
and it is way past his bedtime.

pixes:

the trio

really really white ghostly pix of us, haha

siblings

(baby) marcus with his naruto stance

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW!!!
going shopping tml!!!!!!! YUPPIES!!! YEAH!!!!!!

2009-06-14T00:34:00.000+08:00

I guess this is what call LIFE.
invisible lvl: 25%

2009-06-08T11:28:00.002+08:00

my body just hurts like nobody business.
omg, PAINFUL

really tired these few days.
keep playing and playing, tsk tsk
is time for me to rest and submerge back to my computer world.

anyway, who have chinese software?

2009-06-07T16:23:00.001+08:00

being weird is me.
&
sensitive is just a part of me.
getting sensitive over very small stuff recently?

Amanda took the What are you hiding from people? quiz and the result is Emotions

You tend to laugh and joke around when you are with everyone, but you feel lonely and empty when are all alone. you cry alone when you have stress and problems. you often have many problems that are bugging you, but you never show them out on your face. you are not as cheerful as they thought, but you just don't wish to spoilt the mood of everyone, hence you hide your emotions inside. you are just a weak human with feelings afterall.

the quiz is also quite weird.

2009-06-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

all sorts of awkward feelings that been surrounding me.
feeling so lost now. dont know wats wrong is with me.
anyway, watched hannah montana today.
OMG the guy in the movie is so cute can.
keep telling cm that he look so cute, so distracting. haha.
maybe i have become not quite myself anymore? this isnt who i am in the past
i wanna go shopping shopping shopping!!!
my dearest friends lets go shopping? SHALL WE???
lost of self confidence, in need to get my mind right.

2009-06-03T15:31:00.002+08:00

basketball for two days
& now my whole body is aching.
seems like i am getting old already.
amanda, you need to exercise more. stupid old lady.
at once everyone was so close, now things change drastically. it just happened so easily.
anyway, i been spending too much money recently.
i seriously have to cut down my cost.
tsk tsk, bad thing.

2009-05-30T19:59:00.002+08:00

of all days, it rain today.
which totally spoil my outing.
& i had no dinner. how pathetic can i be?
what a good Saturday (:
i hate it when tear just roll by itself. smile yo manda, dont look like a idiot

2009-05-29T13:51:00.004+08:00

GRATS XIANLI!!
went for her POP, but sorry that we late a bit. haha
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, i totally lack of every little bit of courage i have!!!!

2009-05-26T00:34:00.001+08:00

WHY DO I FEEL LIKE I AM SUCH AN IDIOT?

twitching right eye is good or bad?
been days
awkward feeling

2009-05-25T20:31:00.003+08:00

hopeless holiday.
long way to go, the first month haven even end yet.
what else can i do for the next 2 month?
stop thinking abt anything else. life like a mindless person
live for the moment
is useless to plan for anything.
weren't in my best mood recently. bad thing!
amanda shall appear to other as how they want her to be.i think that will be the last time

2009-05-25T01:39:00.003+08:00

went out for movie movie.
and is like super ex cause is weekends.
anyway, not bad for monsters vs aliens.
but average for night at the museum 2.

i cant think of what to do for tml.
sad enough, should i go to bras bersah again? or maybe just rot home?
having holiday alone is really bad huh?
crying isn't a way to solve problem
ps. michelle lee!! kimbum is mine haha.

2009-05-25T01:27:00.001+08:00

slowly moving into my own world eh?
(:
am i really that weak? tears huh?

2009-05-24T00:54:00.003+08:00

The peacefulness is simply too scary for me.
(:
crying is something not suppose to be in my dictionary.

2009-05-22T22:16:00.001+08:00

AMANDA is in need to VENT HER FRUSTRATIONS!!!!
fucked up!!!! idiots!!!!!!!

2009-05-21T23:48:00.001+08:00

getting used with all these kind of things.
letting go.

2009-05-19T19:40:00.001+08:00

Amanda is such a weakling!!! BLAH~~~~~
lack of courage.

2009-05-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

i am really sad.
MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!
i really really really wanna watch movie!!!!!!

why is everyone so busy?

2009-05-18T01:12:00.001+08:00

ANYONE WANNA WATCH MOVIE!!!!!!!
boring~~

movie movie movie movie movie!!!!!

2009-05-17T16:13:00.003+08:00

yesterday,
happy happy.
i bought my shoe! my white canvas shoes.
& also another shirt.
spending too much money recently, should not have bought so many shirt at all.
mum gonna kill me for buying so many!

today
a super bad day.
cause.. i lose my appetite again.
just dont feel like eating anything.
bad bad bad thing.

anyway, anyone wanna watch movie?
any movie will do.
i just wanna go and enjoy a show!

2009-05-15T19:04:00.000+08:00

YESSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!
great!!!!!!!

I HAVE PASSED!!!!

2009-05-13T18:01:00.001+08:00

should i get a Polaroid camera tomorrow?

2009-05-13T01:01:00.004+08:00

realize that going out alone can really make me really very spendthrift.
things that are bought seriously,
they aren't that important at all.
all i wanna do today is walk around alone & do nothing.
spending too much time at home is jamming all the thoughts & i really hate it.
staying home the whole day might be the cause of me getting giddy.

holiday had just past a week
yet it seems that it been months
i had great amount of time which i can waste and spend
and i am spending it by staying home, facing the four walls.
or rather should i say staying home and let my head spin.
sugar level should not be this low.
weird right?

everyone is busy isn't it?
alone.

i'm not as normal as i should be.
speechless.

2009-05-12T20:32:00.001+08:00

AMANDA IS SUPER UNHAPPY!!!!!

2009-05-11T11:32:00.001+08:00

getting from bad to worse.
eating regularly recently.
from headache to dizzy.
bad bad bad.

i wanna watch movie!!

2009-05-10T14:17:00.001+08:00

honey star & koko krunch is my new best friend!

things were never the same as before.
boring

2009-05-10T00:01:00.002+08:00

sentosa-ed but left within 2 hrs due to the pathetic sun.
& i am super sleepy.
anyway, started to shop around, only window shopping :(
i am too poor to get any shoes/clothes.
shopped and went back to simei & bball.
super lack of any ball sense today.
either it air, if not means it didn't went in.
irritating to the max.

hahaha, contradicting.
& i am freaking bored :)
smiling!

2009-05-08T23:33:00.001+08:00

smiling amanda!

2009-05-08T00:32:00.001+08:00

silence is the best way in expressing myself

2009-05-07T12:41:00.001+08:00

i don't know what is wrong with me.
the word boring is shouting directly on my face.

2009-05-06T19:46:00.002+08:00

movie movie movie!!
all i wanna do is WATCH MOVIE!!!!

i am just so crazy about watching movie.
anyone that is free, please accompany me to watch.

my mood now is (: (:
cool eh.
whats with all the headache i been having these few days.
this sucks badly

2009-05-06T00:23:00.001+08:00

painful painful painful!!
my beloved chanel bite my last night
& she scratch me today!

why cant they just dont fight.
stupid dogs!!!

2009-05-05T16:14:00.003+08:00

super duper boring.
and i am super free.

free that i went to crash people's lecture and accompany them to break.
such a waste of time.
but seriously i dont know what to do.
& i really dont wanna work (:
i am pure lazy.

is the irregular meals or something else?
my gastric is giving me problems now.
damnit!!

2009-05-01T23:21:00.002+08:00

holiday is so pointless.
other than staying at home, there is nothing that i can do.
everyone is busy with their school & stuff.

what a boring holiday.
pointless

omg, i feel so ____ up.

2009-04-30T21:49:00.002+08:00

spent the whole day packing my room.
amazing isn't it?
anyway, it became really amazingly neat and so unbelievable.

i want to go suntanning!!!
i want go sentosa.

going to be real bored tonight.
my dearest companion is going to tioman and throw me at home.
i hate her. for these 3 days.
hahaha.

2009-04-29T20:29:00.002+08:00

oHHHHHHHH yeah!!!!!

finally everything ended!!!!!!
haha, i can rest for the whole 3 months.
so anyone wan ask me out, feel free!!

totally have no plans for the holidays.

oh ya, before i forgot.
I WANNA GO FOR TANNING!!!
sentosa.

2009-04-28T12:34:00.001+08:00

The bad weather is affecting me badly.
hungry but no appetite to eat
(:

2009-04-26T22:56:00.002+08:00

oh my, i will be staying home for days.
anyway, isn't that bad.
at least today past very fast. with the accompany of my mum.

assessment.
is so hateful, the lack of motivation is killing me.
i need to push myself.
stop daydreaming.

2009-04-24T23:01:00.000+08:00

being alone is great, isn't it?
(:

2009-04-24T01:23:00.002+08:00

ridiculously feeling so frustrated.
hate doing anything now. which also include of thinking things.
thinking of what to eat irritates me the most & this leads me not to eat!
how great, there will not be a need to think.

not only that, i am super lazy!
can just someone stop me from being so lazy and don't do anything.
stop lazing around like nobody business!!!!!!!

Alright, why not i say the truth.
I AM INSANE NOW!!!
and i mean it. crazy, REAL CRAZY.

remember to avoid crazy people, you wont know what they will do.
esp people like me :)

2009-04-22T15:30:00.002+08:00

it will be great if i have a cup of Starbucks now!
daydreaming-in process.

2009-04-19T23:20:00.002+08:00

anyone wanna watch this with me?
he look freaking handsome.
though i don't really that in love with zac efron.

2009-04-18T13:17:00.009+08:00

ok, here are all the pics you all wants.
all the unglam, weird, ugly, pretty crazy & ridiculous photos
and they are seriously not in order due to my laziness
(:

2009-04-13T04:01:00.003+08:00

body is still aching badly.
my whole leg seems to be rotting haha.

it is great that didn't went out at all.
& friends came over.
and actually didn't do anything except for them to slack.

really frustrated over the work that i need to do.
but holiday is coming.
so, AMANDA PLEASE PERSIST TILL THEN.
IS A MUST TO PERSIST!!

holiday holiday holiday.

really sad, mummy told me that i grew fatter.
FATTER!!!
which means i need to exercise already.
i am too well-fed. haha.

2009-04-11T11:29:00.002+08:00

ACHING, ACHING BADLY!!!!!!!
i am walking just like a PENGUIN.
omg, HURTS like HELL.
PAIN~~~

2009-04-10T01:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPY BIRTHDAY TING TING!!
love you :)